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EndStar1

I'm just here in the darkness
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1. what’s your gender? 
female

2. what are your pronouns?
she/her

3. is your family accepting?
idk-

4. what do you wish you could tell your past self?
dont think no one will stay with you- you'll find someone-

5. what is your sexuality?
bi, but more gay-

6. favorite color?
CAN I SAY BLACK?

7. sun gay or moon gay?
what?

8. when did you find out your sexuality?
 like- either freshman orrientation or beginning of freshman year-

9. how was your day?
uhhh- drew a candle- did some schooling- watched anime- went to gender sexuality alliance club- that's it-

10. do you have any gay friends?
yes- the whole spectrum i think actually-

11. what’s your favourite hobby?
currently, crocheting

12. who’s the best gay icon in your opinion?
Joey Graceffa bc biiiiish- he fabulous

13. which pride flags do you like the most design/color wise?
honestly- gay pride and lipstick lesbian

14. are you openly out?
 not to family but to friends

15. are you comfortable with yourself?
depends how you mean that

16. bottom or top?
now- i know you arent talking about bunk beds- wish you were- i think id be bottom because wth is dominance?

17. femme or butch?
wut?

18. do you bind?
no- im not birb mom, im one half of square mome
edit- looking back at this- i relize i read this as 'are you a bird' somehow- uhm- so to correctly answer- nope, cant breath sometimes with a normal bra so why torture myself with that? and why is it that sports bras are actually between a binder and regular bra but let me feel like i can breath unless im overheating randomly?

19. do you shave?
why?

20. if you could date anyone you wanted, who would it be?
mmm i think who im with now

21. do you have a partner (s)?
yes

22. describe your partner (s)?
beautiful, stubborn, cute, pretty, adorable, dorky, weird, gamer, emo, silly, the best, person i care for the absolute most, the first to be my partner

23. have you ever dated anyone of the same sex?
yes

24. anyone of another sex?
no

25. pastel gay or goth gay?
i wanna say both- but idk what that means-

26. favorite dad in dream daddies?
wat why-

27. tell me a random fact about yourself?
ive been told, that from far away, i look like im short, but then i get in front of the person who told me this and its like 'whoa- youre not short-'

28. do you own any pride flags/merch?
i have a pin

29. have you ever been to a pride parade?
no

30. any advice to someone who isn’t out or who is exploring themselves?
have fun, experiment, dont be afraid, take a risk, find whatever youre into and see what brings out the best in you (or your freak- im joking here btw- dont unless you want to-)
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British
[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[x] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."  (I watch a lotta british yters... )
[] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[] Its football...not soccer.
Total: 3

Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flipflops thongs not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[ ] You love the beach.
[] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an australian something
Total: 1

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[]Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[]You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[] You speak some italian. Only musical terms LOL
[x] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what an italian horn is
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[x] You talk with your hands.
Total: 4

Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[x] You speak spanish or some.
[] You like tacos.
[] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[] You know what a Puta is.
[] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair. (Natural highlights and blues)
[ ] You know what platanos are.
Total: 2

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[]You get short tempered.
[] You know of somebody named natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[x] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 4

Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best. (too young )
[x] You have a bad temper. (I can keep it under control most the time)
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[x] You have blue or green eyes.
[] You like the color green.
[ ] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[x] You have a family member from Ireland.
[x] You have hair.
[x] You have/had freckles.
[] Your family get together always include drinking and singing. (It includes drinking..)
Total: 5

African American
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[] You know how to shoot a gun.
[x] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[] You like watermelon.
[] You can dance.
[] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 3

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[ ] You have played the piano.  (Gonna)
[ ] You have family from asia.
[X] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 2

German
[x] You like bread.
[X] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You Speak some German.
[ ] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2.  
Total: 4

Canadian
[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[]You know what poutine is.
[x] You speak some french.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[X] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi.
Total: 3

Irish: 5
German: 4
Russian: 4
Italian: 4
British: 3
African American: 3
Canadian: 3
Asian: 2
Spanish: 2
Austrailian: 1

Too bad Norwegian wasn’t on here. I’d have liked to see how much I fit there.
And I guess being Irish shows through most.
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Haha! I have opened commissions!
I don’t know if you can see what they are, but these are them and their prices.
Bust: 10 pts
Cartoon: 20 pts
Critters: 30 pts
Plants: 40 pts

If those are not them, then I will fix those. Find the commission thingy on my pf and request what you want!
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Im a bad kid

4 min read
[] smoked
[] consumed alcohol
[] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[] kissed someone of the same sex
[] kissed someone of the opposite sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[] watched porn
[] bought porn
[] tried drugs
[] taken painkillers
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[] snuck out of the house
[] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[] hurt someone
[] gotten into a fight
[x] wished someone to die
[] seen someone die


[x] missed curfew
[] stayed out all night
[] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[] been to a therapist
[] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[] been in an accident
[] been to a club
[] been to a bar


[] been to a wild party
[] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[] wore t-shirts with band names
[] listened to rap
[] owned a 50 Cent CD


[x] dressed gothic
[ ] dressed lolita - de fuq is diz
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[] stole something
[] been too drunk to remember anything
[] blacked out - nearly a few times
[] fainted
[x] laughed at someone's pain
[] had a crush on a neighbor


[x] had a crush on a friend
[] been to a concert
[] dry-humped someone
[] been called a slut - I'm very pick excuse me i have standards fuku
[x] called someone a slut - FUCKIN ALESA
[] installed speakers in your car
[] broken a mirror
[] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush


[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper -  hate most rappers
[ ] cruised on mail
[] skipped school
[] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[] walked out of a restaurant without paying
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age


[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[] broke the law in the police's presence
[] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[] hugged a stranger
[] licked a stranger
[] been verbally harassed
[] been physically harassed
[] met face-to-face with someone you met online  
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[] cheated on a test


Total -  27

If you Have Less Than 10...Write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If you Have More Than 10... Write [I'm Average]
If you Have More Than 20... Write [I'm a bad kid] - Okay then
If You Have More Than 30...Write [I'm a bad influence]
If You Have More Than 40...Write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have More Than 50...Write [I should be in jail]
If you have More Than 60...Write [I should be shot]
If you Have More Than 70...Write [I should be dead]
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Hello! :)

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So... Hi! I'm Star. This is my second round of writing this SAME JOURNAL ENTRY. Still getting the ropes of DeviantArt if you can't already tell. XD

     So... What I post will be drawings on paper with coloured pencils or pencil. I suck at digital art because I can't draw with my finger, I need like a stylist. But I don't have that.

   Be easy, be good, love rock, and love yourself. ~Star
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